Secret.

"Try to imagine ho he looks like and we'll discuss it again next month."

Oh, God. How am I supposed to do that? I do wonder how he looks like, but I never did bother to imagine that.

Makes me so sad. Sometimes I wish I were a man, so I could just reach my dreams without having to worry about time limit and everything. Maybe I am selfish, but I don't want to end up being ordinary. This is my life and I don't want to regret anything about it.

I did feel happy that moment. When he walked into the hall. I knew it. But somehow it breaks my heart, for a reason I can't find out until now. Can you feel happy and sad at the same time?

Not like that evening, this time I can't just go to those prospectuses and read anything that had anything to do with him. Because this time it makes me realize how far he has been... So out of my reach.

If you're given a chance to choose between fantasy that becomes true and reality that's always been by your side all along, which one will you choose?

One thing clear, I am determined to choose my study, my dreams this moment. Bismillah.

Taken from and translated by: http://www.jaychoustudio.com

Source: XinHuaNet

Within the entertainment circle, these male stars such as Jay Chou and Jimmy Lin are called "eligible bachelors", they all sigh about how hard it is getting love. Not matter whether netizens say "they are single because they are outstanding", or "their careers are blocking their view to seek someone", their selections on partners influence their "fans" at the same time, "If they are single they leave us with a lot of chances to imagine, even if we know the illusion won't be reality, but it's good to be happy."

The old saying goes, "It's hard being someone, it's even harder being a famous someone", being the partner of a famous person is even harder. In the entertainment circle, Jay Chou is probably the most popular eligible bachelor. After he split up with Patty Hou, besides a few rumours there hasn't been any definitive news about his dating. After he broke up with her, Patty Hou said frankly, "It's very hard being Jay's girlfriend". And when Jay accepted an interview he expressed, "There's a lot of pressure being my girlfried, instead of her living days like years, I'll carry it all by myself."
This article is translated by http://www.jaychoustudio.com
Once someone posted a survey, "If Jay Chou got married, what kind og girl would he marry", from the replies some say "Impossible", some say "No one is suitable for him". Actually, everyone knows Jay Chou has the biggest influence on the after 80s and after 90s, a lot of girls even use Jay Chou as the standard to find a boyfriend. Try thinking, if Jay Chou started dating, that girl will need to find a bodyguard. At the very least, "If you love her then make her happy", Jay Chou won't rush into love, he'll consider the surrounding pressure and the feelings of the other person.

Rou's note:
Sila tukar kata Jay Chou dan Jimmy Lin dengan Andrea Hirata.
:D...
Saya kok jadi inget Arai...

Translation/pinyin/lyrics by Ho@multistars.com

不 Bu 能 neng 說 shuo 的 de 秘 mi 密 mi

Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) (周杰伦)
Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山) (方文山)

冷 leng 咖 ka 啡 fei 離 li 開 kai 了 le 杯 bei 墊 dian
我 wo 忍 ren 住 zhu 的 de 情 qing 緒 xu 在 zai 很 hen 後 hou 面 mian

拼 pin 命 ming 想 xiang 挽 wan 回 hui 的 de 從 cong 前 qian

在 zai 我 wo 臉 lian 上 shang 依 yi 舊 jiu 清 qing 晰 xi 可 ke 見 jian

最 zui 美 mei 的 de 不 bu 是 shi 下 xia 雨 yu 天 tian

是 shi 曾 ceng 與 yu 妳 ni 躲 duo 過 guo 雨 yu 的 de 屋 wu 簷 yan

回 hui 憶 yi 的 de 畫 hua 面 mian

在 zai 盪 dang 著 zhe 鞦 qiu 韆 qian
夢 meng 開 kai 始 shi 不 bu 甜 tian

妳 ni 說 shuo 把 ba 愛 ai 漸 jian 漸 jian

放 fang 下 xia 會 hui 走 zou 更 geng 遠 yuan
又 you 何 he 必 bi 去 qu 改 gai 變 bian
已 yi 錯 cuo 過 guo 的 de 時 shi 間 jian

妳 ni 用 yong 妳 ni 的 de 指 zhi 尖 jian

阻 zu 止 zhi 我 wo 說 shuo 再 zai 見 jian
想 xiang 像 xiang 妳 ni 在 zai 身 shen 邊 bian
在 zai 完 wan 全 quan 失 shi 去 qu 之 zhi 前 qian

妳 ni 說 shuo 把 ba 愛 ai 漸 jian 漸 jian

放 fang 下 xia 會 hui 走 zou 更 geng 遠 yuan
或 huo 許 xu 命 ming 運 yun 的 de 籤 qian
只 zhi 讓 rang 我 wo 們 men 遇 yu 見 jian

只 zhi 讓 rang 我 wo 們 men 相 xiang 戀 lian

這 zhe 一 yi 季 ji 的 de 秋 qiu 天 tian
飄 piao 落 luo 後 hou 才 cai 發 fa 現 xian
這 zhe 幸 xing 福 fu 的 de 碎 sui 片 pian
要 yao 我 wo 怎 zen 麼 me 撿 jian

Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) (周杰伦)
Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山) (方文山)

The cold coffee leaves the coaster
I hold my feelings very far back

I work hard wanting to get the past back
You can still see it as always clearly on my face

The most beautiful thing wasn't the rainy day
It was the eaves that you and I once took shelter under from the rain

The images of our memories
As I'm swinging on the swing
The dream starts to not be sweet

You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Why go changing
The time that has already been missed

You use your fingertip
To stop me from saying goodbye
I imagine you by my side
Before I completely lose you

You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Perhaps the lot of fate
Only let us meet

Only let us love each other
For this one season of autumn
I only discover after they float down
The fragments of this happiness
How am I going to pick them up?

Teaching again, yay! :D

Thank God...

Also because it was legal to keep my hand raised when he said 'Now only teachers may ask questions.'

But after some few lines...

Sometimes some little mistakes can ruin happiness like this. As if someone has pinched the balloon floating inside your heart. She should've told me that, not failing me again like this..

So what if I don't answer. It's up to me whatever I wanna do about it. I'd do just the same with you: of your accusation. Whatever, boy. Whatever.

Memulai itu sulit. Memulai untuk meminta maaf itu, jauh lebih sulit.
Saya sudah menunda persoalan ini berbulan-bulan lamanya, dan sekaranglah waktunya saya memberikan klarifikasi.

Maaf saya nggak memberikan penjelasan jauh-jauh hari sebelumnya. Saya akui saya memang melewatkan terlalu banyak waktu untuk mencoba menemukan penjelasan mengapa bisa terjadi kesalahpahaman seperti ini.

Dan mungkin, saya menikmati semua itu.

Maaf...

Maaf, saya bukan Arai seperti yang teman-teman sangka. Saya sama seperti teman-teman, saya hanyalah seorang pengagum yang berharap bisa menemukan sedikit kabar tentang Arai, mengenalnya sedikit lebih dalam dari apa yang tertulis pada lembar-lembar putih itu.

Maaf penjelasan ini terlampau lambat disampaikan. Maaf sudah membuat teman-teman menanti terlalu lama. Dan maaf untuk Arai (meskipun mungkin halaman ini tidak akan pernah terbaca olehnya..), I'm sorry for (maybe) making people think that you're not a good person.. While you are always a good person. I strongly believe that you are.

Tapi di atas semua itu, terima kasih untuk Rania Alqis (for understanding the me inside meskipun belum pernah bertemu, atau bahkan bertukar sapa, dan untuk memberikan 'jembatan emas' itu (I like it, thank you :) ), Indah Hernata, Kurnia Munggareni, dan Ria (girls, I really cannot make out how you thought that I'm a man, and that I'm Arai ^^ I think what I wrote are girly things. Am I that masculine?? ^^; )

Thank you, for being so nice with me. And for thinking about me that way. I'm deeply sorry.

I'd been staying in my room all day.

She sent me a package of cookies, a bunch of rainbow.

I smiled, thinking...

She really knows how to make a girl who is sick, and being left for England feel happy.

And here, I thank her again :)

 

 

 

 

Just wish that the days ahead will be as colourful as this :)

 

 

 

 

 

thanks to jupiterimages.com.